torture
i tried to go to bed early to get up for the gym. i was up all night. thinking about food every time and shitting my brains out half the time from the laxatives. the bloat went away but i was still craving the carbs really bad. i had a fucking omelette this morning after obsessing all the way to work about how bad i wanted a muffin from starbucks instead but i got the omelette and i'm miserable. i still want that muffin. i need to take off the 10lbs i gained back but it's so hard on this low carb diet. i'm moody, irritable, depressed, tired and disoriented. there's got to be an easier way. do other people obsess this much?
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blondebridget) wrote,
